Change Negative for Positive

Deranged from all chaos

Tranquility confines me to a trance,

With little to none resemblance to my situations

Surrounding my mental with unstable thoughts

On the verge of braking through

T҉e҉a҉r҉i҉n҉g҉ d҉o҉w҉n҉ t҉h҉e҉ w҉a҉l҉l҉ t҉h҉a҉t҉ o҉n҉c҉e҉ was ʙᴜɪʟᴛ

ᴍɪɴᴅ ʀɪᴘᴘʟɪɴɢ,

sɪᴢᴢʟɪɴɢ,

ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜʀɴ,

ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴀɴ ᴇғғᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴠɪsɪᴏɴ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs ɪғ ɪᴛs ɪɴ sʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ

ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʟɪᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴏᴄᴄᴜʀɪɴɢ ʀᴇɢᴜʟᴀʀʟʏ,

ǫᴜᴇsᴛɪᴏɴs ᴘᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴏɴ ʀᴀᴍʙʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ,

ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ, -ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴇɢʀᴇᴇ-

ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴍʏ ғᴇʟʟᴏᴡ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ,

ᴏɴʟʏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇs ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴍ ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇss,

ʀᴏᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɪᴍʟᴇssʟʏ,

ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ sɪɢʜᴛ,

ғʀᴜsᴛʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀʀɪsᴇs,

ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅᴇʀ,

ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ,

ʟᴇғᴛ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ unᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ,

ᴡʜʏ wasnt i even ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ?

ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏᴇs ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ?

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ,

ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅᴇsᴛ ʟᴇғᴛ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs ᴏғ sʜᴇs ʜuʀᴛɪɴɢ,

ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴡᴇᴇᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴇᴇᴄᴋ ᴀs ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ʜᴇʀ ᴘᴀɪɴ,

ɴᴏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅs ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀs sᴜᴄʜ,

ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ sᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴏɴᴇs,

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʀᴇsᴛʟᴇss,

ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴜɴᴇᴀsʏ, taunted ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ sᴜᴄʜ ᴇᴠɪʟ,

ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ғᴏʀ ɢᴜɪᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ, ʀᴇᴀssᴜʀᴀɴᴄᴇ,

ᴀɴ ᴀɴsᴡᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ “ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪғs”

ᴀɢʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ғʀᴏᴍ aғᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ sᴜʀғᴀᴄᴇs,

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴀᴡ ɪᴛsᴇʟғ ᴏᴜᴛ

ᴀ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴜɴᴍᴀɴᴀɢᴇᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ

ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ.

ʟᴇᴠᴇʀᴀɢᴇ ᴄᴀsᴛ,

ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴀʙ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ,

ᴛʀᴀɴsғᴏʀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴀʙ ᴀʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs if i ᴡᴀs ᴀ sᴋɪɴ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇʀ,

ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛ𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖, ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀ ɪɴᴛᴏ sᴏ𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ

𝚄𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎,

The unspeakable

𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚎𝚢𝚎,

Deranged from humanity

caѕтιng ιn мy wιll,

gιvιng all мan ĸιnd a revocιтιve aѕѕocιaтιon

𝙻𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚎,
𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎,
& 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚣𝚘𝚗!

-𝚂𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚗.𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚡

ι нope yoυ gυyѕ enjoy тнιѕ read, very ιn depтн, pleaѕe ғeel ғree тo pυт yoυr opιnιon ιn on тнe worĸ 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜.