Change Negative for Positive

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I have been forsaken by my own intervertebral;  Holding it all in,

spun out in the liquid high, allowing my soul to released ally hippie ways

People take notice, My stage fright settles in, almost as if the devil is lurking under my existence,

Only for him to have me walk this devilish plank! The demons I’ve hid so well for so long, take risen within my personal,

I’m loosing all self Respect, refusing to bow down to this corrupted creator, I don’t take him for my Ruler, nor will I accept this death row sentence,

Longing for my normalcy, never having to battle, happiness; laughing, always able to smile, forever being my Tweety tweet,

Cheeping my deepest subconscious lows, engraving my legal matters into the forehead of my maker,

Battling, and forever taking my kindness for my weakness

Being fragile & lost from within, allows me to withdraws me, away from all my negative endeavors, divided by normalcy and righteousness,

It steams from who I am, and what this journey is creating to form a perfect unity,

Developing great awareness of who is all around me, giving me the sense of worth abilities, forming a fire wall to block out the demons from within

To guide me forward, never allowing it to come to focus, with my greatest disguise earns valuable progress on our greatest down fall,

Surfacing the corner, creating a well enhanced fire being Lucifer’s trusty sidekick, becoming my worse secret villain, I depend on emotional drive,

Showing and owing our determination, character, & loyalty,
I long for being alone,
Never demanding more,
I choose not to be,
I honor my greatest desire,
Sensing the elephant in the room,
Demands my attention,
No soulmate forever wanting to be left alone,
No smothering my dreams and goals,
Longing ever after the fact,
To be driven,
Never wanting it to be this way,
I didn’t ask to have this DNA,
To ignite this hankering desire craving for these devilish addictions,
Not enough the rush for that matter,
To form the perfect unity,
I am a royal queen,
Rendering MY VOICE TO BE HEARD,
Intimidating voices cross as a favor illustrating the women I am,
Standing, trembling, with disbelief,
Sounds of my latest abyss,
Telling my cards repeat until my fortune becomes a way of life,
Manifesting your future takes determination, and will power,
Resilience,
Doubting right or wrong choices,
A heart made of gold,
Stay golden!
Be a self starter, take action type of person,
Demand to be seen different,
As who you