Change Negative for Positive

Tranquility confines me to a trance,

With little to none resemblance to my situations

Surrounding my mental with unstable thoughts

On the verge of braking through

T҉e҉a҉r҉i҉n҉g҉ d҉o҉w҉n҉ t҉h҉e҉ w҉a҉l҉l҉ t҉h҉a҉t҉ o҉n҉c҉e҉ was ʙᴜɪʟᴛ

ᴍɪɴᴅ ʀɪᴘᴘʟɪɴɢ,

sɪᴢᴢʟɪɴɢ,

ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜʀɴ,

ᴄᴀᴜsɪɴɢ ᴀɴ ᴇғғᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴠɪsɪᴏɴ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs ɪғ ɪᴛs ɪɴ sʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ

ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʟɪᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴏᴄᴄᴜʀɪɴɢ ʀᴇɢᴜʟᴀʀʟʏ,

ǫᴜᴇsᴛɪᴏɴs ᴘᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴏɴ ʀᴀᴍʙʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ,

ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ, -ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴇɢʀᴇᴇ-

ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴍʏ ғᴇʟʟᴏᴡ ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ,

ᴏɴʟʏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇs ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴍ ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇss,

ʀᴏᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɪᴍʟᴇssʟʏ,

ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴢᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ sɪɢʜᴛ,

ғʀᴜsᴛʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀʀɪsᴇs,

ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅᴇʀ,

ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ,

ʟᴇғᴛ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ unᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ,

ᴡʜʏ wasnt i even ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ?

ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏᴇs ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ?

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ,

ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅᴇsᴛ ʟᴇғᴛ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs ᴏғ sʜᴇs ʜuʀᴛɪɴɢ,

ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴡᴇᴇᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴇᴇᴄᴋ ᴀs ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ʜᴇʀ ᴘᴀɪɴ,

ɴᴏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅs ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀs sᴜᴄʜ,

ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ sᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴏɴᴇs,

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʀᴇsᴛʟᴇss,

ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴜɴᴇᴀsʏ, taunted ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ sᴜᴄʜ ᴇᴠɪʟ,

ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ғᴏʀ ɢᴜɪᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ, ʀᴇᴀssᴜʀᴀɴᴄᴇ,

ᴀɴ ᴀɴsᴡᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪғs?

ᴀɢʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ғʀᴏᴍ aғᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ sᴜʀғᴀᴄᴇs,

ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴀᴡ ɪᴛsᴇʟғ ᴏᴜᴛ

ᴀ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛs ᴜɴᴍᴀɴᴀɢᴇᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ

ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ.

ʟᴇᴠᴇʀᴀɢᴇ ᴄᴀsᴛ,

ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴀʙ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ,

ᴛʀᴀɴsғᴏʀᴍɪɴɢ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴀʙ ᴀʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ,

ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴀs if i ᴡᴀs ᴀ sᴋɪɴ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇʀ,

ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛ𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖, ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀ ɪɴᴛᴏ sᴏ𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ

𝚄𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎,

The unspeakable

𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚎𝚢𝚎,

Deranged from humanity

caѕтιng ιn мy wιll,

gιvιng all мan ĸιnd a revocιтιve aѕѕocιaтιon

To 𝘵𝘩e 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘴

𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯g 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴𝘳𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴

That haven’t surfaced until now.

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