Change Negative for Positive

Cravings for a destructive
Pathway,
One not worth traveling,
Leaving it all with thrones and stems,
From the start ,

Only leaving the thorn lined by the rose vin,
Who would have known these day would come, to an held these always a new

Would be held so strong,
It’s holed is built ford tough,
Both Deep, & Pure
It was not a choice that was worth making,
It was necessary for me to convey,
To the hand that I was dealt,
Learned to become,
Wiser,
Choices,
Balancing between the devils gravity pull,
or to make the decision to have
FAITH IN MY HEAVENLY FATHER,
Having demons drawn out,
From past experiences,
Haunting me,
Dribbling on my ego,
Only to be mirrored,
by my alter ego,
BREATHTAKINGLY
Stirring up
Dilemmas leaves questions,
On an open note, with no need to have
The answers,
Better left unknown;
Wiser side to all,
Move forward,
Don’t look back on,
What cant be changed,
Better left unknown seem wise,
I stand alone,
With my downfalls,
&
NOT ANY ONE OF US IS
Perfect,
& I stand firmly behind you with god behind ya,
I’m not afraid anymore,
To stand by myself,
Questions out to my lost loved ones,
Why did you leave?!
I needed you,
Literally,
My darkest hour,
I’ve created tremendous chaos
Within my realm,
Deeply I needed,
More like wanted;
Expected;,
You should still be here,
Selfishness,
A little much,
Cliché of you,
Wise-asses you two are;

Letting any other actions transpire,
getting out of my reach,
Too far gone from my league,
Your asking a death sentence,
Destroy all hope lost,
Far and in between,
Leveling the playing field,
All revealing actions played against my conscience,
The destructiveness demands,
Everything,
I’m built to look over desperately trying to move the devil off his playing ground,
The grim reaper,
Knows I look death in the face,
on a daily,
with no expectations on the outcome,
just knowing that I’m fighting for what’s right,
The desperation only becomes clear by the moment,
As a superhero would be
To learning their new found
Powers.

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