Change Negative for Positive

Where do you think it was Right to touch me? Even from start,?

I’ve depended on you for a long time, only for you to have let me fall flat on my face,

You didn’t care,

 you never show you care, You lead me on to believe that our love was LUST, YOU only acted the part to choose how you think everything would go all in YOUR favor, you seem to be lacking the whole being fucking real with yourself,

Manipulation, is the type of game your playing yourself with, self pride is ripped up from your soul, digging deep only in hopes that it’s still in tacked, I’ve allowed my only hopes for a relationship to happen to vanish on the blink of an eye,

I allowed you to tear me down, after I built myself back up, loosing my main partner lead to my path of destruction, it was going to be the death of me, I PERSONALLY, chose to live these precious moments, you’ve beaten down and belittled my greatest abilities, you choose this dirt road, nothing but heavy rocks ready to be broke Up,

Leaving tracks behind me changing to the fast lane, ready to take down my heart to keep it under watch,

Never allowing such fakery to engrave there foot prints on my road,

 only being left in the great awareness too my abilities of becoming,

I’ve gave my heart and soul to this heart that holds the true beat,

overtaken my laughter by with such regret to only leaving yourself feeling helpless,

 I’ve allowed you to try to control with hopeless loss you failed to keep the stone,

I’m advanced, drawn far back from my maker, rebellious,

Taken far off,

…..

To be continued, 

Shann. Nicx