Change Negative for Positive

Didn’t take action, there’s a few times I didn’t take action and I regretted it to this day because some choices are life changing choices that I was young and dumb and just plain stupid an oh t some of the choices, being as I was so young when most of my choices were made. But my biggest regret of them all is telling a man I loved him when he didn’t care and I knew it but I was kk da stuck in a really abusive relationship and it’s was pulling hair and black eyes later really took its toll on me psychically and emotionally.

This was at the age of 14 this all started to happened, and by the time I was 18 I was out of that relationship. And trying to set my life straight, Maybe I’ll be alone all my life or the rest of my life for that matter. All because this man changed my view on how I see men, from ages 19 to 22 I was on to having a husband and two more children later on, he was my high school sweetheart, we were born in the same state, not same county, even though that would be cool, but we both grew up as military brats. His father Navy, my father Air Force, SEA & AIR . Thank you for your service father & father in law. ❤️💚

Back to the question, I regret I didn’t get back with my ex husband and I would have got back together, I feel I could have saved him. He would still probably be here. I kick myself daily, for it and wish I could change it and sometimes I wonder if he would still be here if I didn’t pull some stupid outlandish crap and just up and leave. I really wish. But I can’t dwell on my past as it will torture me the rest of my life here on earth. I’m here to outlive a plan that god has for me and I will see too it that I help people with my addiction counseling, and open a non profit organization to help my daughter with her transgender friends have a place. Also I want to open a shelter for animals because I know they can’t help if they have a home or not: I feel like they deserve to have a chance to live a happy fulfilling life.