Change Negative for Positive

Hey guys. So this question most people I know can’t answer, because they either see them as a leader but don’t understand that taking someone else’s lead isn’t being a leader. It’s being a follower.

When I was younger I use to always do things by myself, with a CAN do additude, and always took charge of the situation that was being presented, I had many friends, and different sets of that TYPES of friendship with different groups. I had my mixed friends, I had my punk rocker group, my special education friends, and red necks. I’ve always had different clicks and always enjoyed it because I can’t stand the same group for a long period of time.

As for being a leader, I’ve never felt the need to follow someone else, I know my worth, I know my abilities, and I know what I stand for in my life. I don’t need reassurance for me to know or understand my true core being. I’m one with myself that’s why I express who I am through my poetry, my writing, and photography, I even express my creativity through my clothing and my hair,. I’m a very expressive person, and I’m bright and very optimistic through most situations until other states by your TRUELY. I’m very open minded and express freely.

I don’t care what people have to say about what I look like, or what they think, their approval doesn’t define me for who I am to be for my father, I m kw that I have a profound destiny to be here on earth like I am. God doesn’t just place us here and say “let’s see what they got”? I believe he has a plan for each one of us. My journey isn’t for someone else like I’ve been let on too let go of, and I am taking control of that great ability that I know I posses, and I won’t hold back when I know this life isn’t about following someone else’s order when nothing is possible or it would have already taken place, I’ve been on this journey for some time and now that I’m reinventing myself but even better this time.. I’ve been hiding for the sake of someone else’s order, well I’m me, and I’m who I am take it or leave it. I have a leaders ambition, resilient, and optimistic through difficult times in life. I was always happy until I got my TBI, then I lost a big part oft personality, and one thing I hate is people questioning my abilities and thoughts, or shutting me down like you don’t care what I have to say, (that bothers the hell out of me) . But this in saying means I am self aware of who I am and my actions that are taken, I’ve said out of line things, but I do that not even meaning too. Something I’m still managing. But it comes with the injury weather I like it or not.

So guys after me ranting yet again,I AM A LEADER , NOT A FOLLOWER lol sorry guys, but thank you for all the love and support you guys are awesome. -Shann.Nicx 💯